M i sot jor??

lolz... I smsed with her... Dunnoe y... Her msg is controlling my emotion... Sad then happy... after Happy, its sad again... CHEA KIAT HEONG told me, I shud go to talk with her face to face this SAT... I dunno wat shud I do... When I face her, My tears will drop automatically... HAHA.. ITZ "FISH!!".. but itz real... I m always thinking... If I didnt love her b4... What will I doing now? But Itz too late, anything is too late now... I had chosen my pathway... my door... I choose to wait... Waiting for her... I dun wanna c her unhappy... All I can do is juz to wait her... I WILL WAITING FOR HER... NO MATTER HOW LONG IT IS... COZ... I fall too deep for her... Anything of her.... I can accept it.... But I cant accept anyone say her badwords... I will angry... I m talking real... Bcoz of this matter.... I became emotional... Today, when I was talking with my frenz... A "stupid guy" throw me a paper balls... Its made me very very angry... I cant think anything that time... I juz pick up the chair beside me and throw toward him... Then scold him.... LOLX... Became a bad boy........ But no matter how... I will still waiting for her... The first chance, I lost it... If I m still waiting... I still got the chance.... Second chance not enough... Third chance.... and SO ON..... Do u think I can do it?? YES I CAN!!! For SURE...

The process of wait her.. mayb itz will b suffer... But Itz wont change my mind... COZ... She is in my first place in the heart now... I miss her, where ever I go, whatever I do, whenever it is... The seed of missing her is planted into my hearts.... It will grow bigger and bigger.. Itz mean tat, I will miss her deeper and deeper.....

I dunno how to say anything that are romantic such likes "

Puzzle's theory" ... Although I know maybe theres wont b any

result for waiting her... But I will still waiting... until my hair

grow white... Until I m old.... Until I dead.... FOR sure, I will

bring the feeling of missing her to the Hell or HEaven... N told

the angel and demons there.... I fall in loves with HER... I love

HER... I will wait for her FOREVER.... Even NExt life......