ITz TRUE

haiz.... today meeting... spend me RM20!!! chamz lerh!! today is a boring day... VEry BORING~ juz walk n walk n walk... walk here walk there..... haiz.... tomolo still nid to go PARADE again.... sienz ARH!!!!! hehe...

complicated day

LOLZ!!! nothing much~

juz... TIRED~

(haha... when competition in hongkong when i m in form 1) lolz..

2shirt1pant

do u noe what is tat? i caught it in the exam... the “秘籍"！！

LOLZ!! EXAM FINISHED!!! FINALLY!!! hahaha....

after exam.. both of the TWINS and fews of them go to PARADE... hehe

My MOM juz gimme RM300... But I used RM200 for 2 shirts and 1 pants...

hahaz.... finally... I bought this style of shirt..

lolz... In my cupboard.. Many style of shirt lerh.... kekeke....

wat oso got.. EXCEPT PUNK n LALA!!! kekeke...

HEHEHE... Finallyz... Its SaTURDay! I can GO pARAde Lu!!!

happy~ but nid to hear dizigui again.... 2hours!! haiz...

11am to 1 pm.... I can do manythings in this 2 hours lerh!!

HAiz, suan Ba.... Too fREE in The HOLIDAYS!!!

Anyone got any plans? Juz date me out... NO matters who u r... I will came out.... hehehex.....

What to do?

I dont know what to do...

But I m sure... I m still love her...

When I receive her msg at 4.15pm.. I m happy.. Although It is just a normal msg tat ask me why didnt go tuition... But after that... I sms her at 8pm... She didnt reply me... I m still waiting for her til now... haha.... stupid?? Yes I am... HOPE TAT SHE WILL REPLY ME NEXT TIME...

Its tomolo...

ITz tomolo!! I felt very happy.. I can sms her after tomolo... tomolo its the last day she exam! YEAH!! i can sms her tomolo!! juz tomolo!! today, i stop myself from thinking about her... I cant.. but i didnt sms her.. Hope she can focus in her study.. her exam... Tomolo, I decide not to go to the tuition class... I scared.... I cant face her... I scare she talking to me... I really sked... I scare she hurt me... So I told my mom, i wanna skip it.. I dunwan to go to tuition tomolo... Haiz... today, when i finish my paper... I slip.... My brain thinking her again... aiyor... WAT a JOKE.... tHis Saturday... what should I do? face her bravely? but i sked i cant again... or? dodge her.. she sms me b4.. she dun like me to dodge her... I m confuse.... my tear.... its is uncontrollable... NVM... I think i will think a better solution... Still got 2 day left.... haiz.... hoPE my waiting got a gud result... Hope she wont hurt me anymore... Hope tat she wont get hurt too.... ARGH!!! BRAIN EXPLODED larh.... haiz... WAT A LOVE!?!?!? I LOVE HER, but I sked HER... I wait HER, but itz may no result...

I m waiting for your msg...

LOLZ!!! Today Bio is hard!! DAMN HARD!!! I think I m gonna fail it... However, I slept for 1 hour in the BM kertas 1.... Today after skul... I went "Little Genting" with Law Law... Two of us sit down and call something to eat... After our lunch, Its still got some times b4 tuition.. so we chatting... Suddenly, we saw SUNNY!!! long time didnt c him.. His HAIR grow THICKER N LONGER... LEN ZAI JOR... Damn jealous!! then we saw lau kit mun too.... Two of us talk about many thing today... We talk about GAls! His gal... n HER.... haiz... whenever I talk bout her... although i m in a happy mood, my heart will still pain... Suan ba... LAW LAW ask me, wat to do this sat? lolz... I didnt pak tuo b4... HOw i noe jek!? But normally is 逛街，看戏，吃饭 de la... haha... sry la... n .... I ask law law... wanna wear same kind of clothes with me this sat... he say yes, but.... he didnt have the clothes... LOLZ.... haha.. however, we go to Tuition at 2.30.... In the tuition class, I m smsing with vivian... but itz juzt a while... But in the middle of the time... I wanna find her... the 1 who i loving n waiting... I ask for lawlaw opinion... should i find her... lawlaw say.. itz your choice... haiz... at first, i decide not to find her... but at last, i smsed her..... but she didnt reply ( i think she tuitioning).. But after tuition, When I m smsing... Everytimes a msg comes... I hope tat it will b her.... But Its not.. ITs dissapoint me... I know she is a hardworking gals.. She always revision for her exam... But I cant stop myself from missing her.. The heart of mine seems like not mine already, Itz belong to her... But I decided! I would wait for her... I m juz hope, In the Progress of waiting for her, She wont hurt me anymore... My hearts was injured... Juz bcoz I choose this road.... BUT i didnt regret...

MY HEART IS FULL OF DARKNESS, BUT I FOUND THE DOOR TOWARDS THE LIGHT, n the door.... is HER.... although she always hurt me... i will wait... continue to wait... until she is willing to gimme back my heart.... and JUZ now... I smsed her... I ask wether she is revising? She answer me... YES... I dunnoe wat should i do... continue to sms her? or let her revising?

in these time, I noe i m selfish.. I influenced her emotion many times... I cant let her distract anymore... I decided... LET HER REVISING... I dunnoe wether my choice is correct or wrong... I had no choice... NOw... I cant love anyone but HER... She juz like an angel for me... HER words is important for me.... SHE IS THE DOOR I FOUND.... THE DOOR TOWARDS THE LIGHT... I LOVE HER... ITS COST ME ANYTHING INCLUDE MY LIFE...

M i sot jor??

lolz... I smsed with her... Dunnoe y... Her msg is controlling my emotion... Sad then happy... after Happy, its sad again... CHEA KIAT HEONG told me, I shud go to talk with her face to face this SAT... I dunno wat shud I do... When I face her, My tears will drop automatically... HAHA.. ITZ "FISH!!".. but itz real... I m always thinking... If I didnt love her b4... What will I doing now? But Itz too late, anything is too late now... I had chosen my pathway... my door... I choose to wait... Waiting for her... I dun wanna c her unhappy... All I can do is juz to wait her... I WILL WAITING FOR HER... NO MATTER HOW LONG IT IS... COZ... I fall too deep for her... Anything of her.... I can accept it.... But I cant accept anyone say her badwords... I will angry... I m talking real... Bcoz of this matter.... I became emotional... Today, when I was talking with my frenz... A "stupid guy" throw me a paper balls... Its made me very very angry... I cant think anything that time... I juz pick up the chair beside me and throw toward him... Then scold him.... LOLX... Became a bad boy........ But no matter how... I will still waiting for her... The first chance, I lost it... If I m still waiting... I still got the chance.... Second chance not enough... Third chance.... and SO ON..... Do u think I can do it?? YES I CAN!!! For SURE...

The process of wait her.. mayb itz will b suffer... But Itz wont change my mind... COZ... She is in my first place in the heart now... I miss her, where ever I go, whatever I do, whenever it is... The seed of missing her is planted into my hearts.... It will grow bigger and bigger.. Itz mean tat, I will miss her deeper and deeper.....

I dunno how to say anything that are romantic such likes "

Puzzle's theory" ... Although I know maybe theres wont b any

result for waiting her... But I will still waiting... until my hair

grow white... Until I m old.... Until I dead.... FOR sure, I will

bring the feeling of missing her to the Hell or HEaven... N told

the angel and demons there.... I fall in loves with HER... I love

HER... I will wait for her FOREVER.... Even NExt life......

thx you my frenz

I am happy when I receiver her msg... But dunno y... I am sad.... too...

Very funny........

Haiz... today mod maths, I know its easy.. But I still dont know.. Tomorrow is Biology.... How to Study in This Feeling...

I cant stop thinking of her... Her face appear in my brain...

Hope that she will enjoyed her life... And i... will protect and wait for her.... no matter how long it is.... I will w...a...i...t... for h...e...r...

I got a frenz... When I ask him, what should I do.. He told me as u like.... When I told him my decision... He say, I will always stand by ur sides and support you.. Then gimme a hug... haha.. although i m not a gay, But I am touched...

I m lucky for being your frenz... HAPPY for being your buddys... Appreciate for being your besties.... Thx you, Law Zhen Theng....

NEW HAIRSTYLE + FORMAL CLOTHES...

HAHA!!! SELF TAKING PHOTO SECTION AGAIN....

I wanna find out my hair suitable to formal shirt or not...

So I tried it... with two hair style...

the right hand side, I wax my hair all to my right side...

however, the left hand side, i wax it to my left side....

WHATz YOUR OPINION?

nice or ugly....

Right Side nice or Left Side nice....

Drop some comment for me please...

OK!!! ITZ THE TIME NOW... ITZ THE TIME FOR THE CHANGES NOW..........

STARTING ONWARDs, I WILL B THE ANOTHER "FAN", ITZ THE FAN I ALWAYS WANNA BE.... FROM NOW ONWARDS, THE NORMALLY N FRIENDLY FAN IS NOT PRESENT.... THE FAN WHO PRESENT NOW.... is always look down to the people who are useless... You can say me tat I m very proud... BUT ITZ FAN....

THE FAN NOW IS ALWAYS LOOK DOWN TO PEOPLE WHO ARE USELESS... if I found that YOU are USELESS... I m sorry, I can afford myself as your FRENZ.... ITz the BRANd NEW FANS... YOU can DONT LIKE ME, BUT LEMME Tell You.... If you not very happy, you can quit and stop to B my FRENZ..... Stop fooling around me... Make me angry wont benefit you.....

For your information, I m the person tat wont likes anything last too long.... Except loves.......

Now I changed my hair style again.....

Today, I cried again.... I had express my feeling.... But I accepted a msg that hurts me deeply, "If I dun love you, still together with you, will you happy?".... I really really cried tat times.... My Tears drops automatically.. I m now in a extreme Sad MOOD... please... dont bother me.... If not, I will changed to a person suddenly... Y...... this time... I really love her too deep....... Cant even pull my leg out........ She just keep hurting me, but I m still lovin her... m i a perverted? DAMN IT!!!!!!! WHAt sHOULD i DO NOW!!!!!! CONFUSE!!!!! SAD!!!!! MOODY!!!!!! Really cant accepted it.... LOVE JUZT LIKE A ROSE....... YoU Will ADMIRE it bcoz IT is beaUTIFUl... BUT, YOU WIll GEt HURTS by its thorn...... Really......... miss........ her.............. I cant even smile right now!!! EVEN A FAKE SMILE I caNT DO IT!!!!!!!!.....JUZ hoping tat any1 can help me.........

I m awaken...

Erm... Actually this is a reply for a post.......
Actually I didnt get drunk...
But I really wanna forget those thing.....
Its made me suffer....

I was trying to say it out, but the situation now is changed...
If I do likes that, It will juzt make everyone unhappy....
But, If I dont tell it out, I will b the only one who suffer...
This is the best choice for us......

Not only you cried before.......

Now, I am getting better with your post....
Perhaps I will forget these thing as soon as possible.....
But, I dont want to forget these things too.......
Made me CONFUSED and SUFFER!

I found my photo when I went to HONG KONG for the competition.......
Enjoy it~

Miss the life....... Miss you all.... Hope I can go back besides you all......

Edit by me............
WHITE VS BLACK......
how do you feel?

SEJARAH!!! CHEMISTRY!!!

the first subject that we sat for exam today was SEJARAH!!! when I receive the question paper... I was stunned!! There are none of the question I know to answer.... I m very very sad that time.... When my tears came out...... Suddenly, My HANDPHONE vibrate... Itz Liew Kah Hui ( my frenz in 4s4).... He ask me that I know how to do or not... I replied " 1 oso dunnoe"

then he sms me again... His SMS: 1b)XXXXXX 1c)XXXXX... I m TOUCHED!!!! Then I completely finished my paper in the time...... Thanks for my partner.... (AU YONG, LEE ZHI JIAN, LIEW KAH HUI and LOH RI JIAN).... haha....

Chemistry paper is juzt normal... Luckily I read it.... I m lucky.... The part I read had came out as the QuestION!!! hahahax.... Happy that day....

Today, I found that I still miss her...... I m juzt find something to do to paralyzed my feeling.... Sighx!! Hope the thing I m worrying WONT HAPPEN!

Today is the second day of the exam...
There a English test...
choosing 1 from the 5 essay question... and I choose “Friendship”......


Friends...... What is the meaning of friends? A people that are very close to us? A people that will care us? Or a people that will using us for him or her profit?

Although I am still young, just sixteen years olds But I experienced many matters about friends. I had very few friends when I was small because I don't like to make friends with others. I thought Family is more important than my friends... When I grew up, I realised that I am wrong. I needs friends to guide me, to compete with me and improve me.......

Friends are important. They will change our life. When I am sad, they will comfort me. When I am happy, I would like to share my happiness with them. My life will be meaningless if I lost them as my buddies.

But, there are some people are the “fakes” friends. They won't tell us what are they thinking. They are just come close us and using us as their chess to complete their task. They didn't bother what are we thinking, when they completed their task, they wont bother us again and treat us likes a strangers.

However,I am lucky because I had many friends. They are very care about me. I would like to share my happiness and sadness with them. Besides that, they will share their happiness with me too..

I knew all my friends by different tunnels. I knews my friends from taekwondo, leo club, tuition centre and school. Although some of their age are different with me, or maybe older than me ten years. But we still can chat happily, the relationship between us are nothing different from friends. And now, we still keep on contact. There are no generation gaps between us.
My friends are just like my family. All of us interact and communicate just like what a brotherhood do. It is fun and interesting. Being your buddy, I am very happy and appreciate it.

Actually, I am very happy because knew my friends. I hope that our friendship will last forever when we grew up. No matter what happens, it wont change our friendship....




HAHAHA... my english level is very low..... dont laugh at me when u all saw this......

TODAY!!! I M VERY HAPPY!!!
I had make a WEBSITE!!!
hahaha...
have a view ba!
http://www.leoclubofsamtet.webs.com..........
ITz nice... I think....
HEHEHe....
I DONE IT!!!
YES!!!
n now.... start to do revision...
tomolo start exam...
SWT... KNOW nothing...
CHAMZ lo....

oops! forget to post the photo tim...
SO this is US! me n PUI MUN(ah jie (i prefer call like tat))

A NEW SIS!?

FAN YEE LING... I FELT SORRY TO YOU....
I HAD two GODsis now......
1st is chooi jia ying...
n the second is............
TA-DA!!!
ITz my TWIN's GOD SIS oso...
NAME IS.....
CHIN PUI MUN!!!!
kekekeke....
she sure very happy now...
coz got a yuang guang or len zai b her KEI DEI wo...
hahaha....
HOWEVER..
I appreciate that I got a GODsis tat are beautiful and kind...
HEHE....
hope tat SHE oso got this feeling la... if not... me sure moody d... hahahahz....


ei, my dear FANS(粉丝)..... y arent u all take action now... me now single arh....
come n chase me la... HAHAHAHA!!!

PUT DOWN LOVE, PICK UP JOB

lolz.... i had pick my job up!!!

focus into study n my job...

and I decide... wont chase gals anymore except (realli fall in love)

n i decide to wait the other gals chase me!!!

DEAR FANS.....

its the chance now..

come chase me if u r qualified!!! haha...

HAIX... Juz 11am... Miss u all la...

Faster come back from skul and sms with me la

I M VERY SIENZ ARH!!!!

Dont Give Up

Today I saw pui mun's blog....

the first thing.... I know what her feeling now... coz... I got the experience b4... not once, but twice...

But, something make me funny is.... she wanna a reply in 4.30am!! OMG... I cant even wake up at 5am lah...

But... if you really love a person, please... dont give up... Or ELSE... you will regret...

at the first time , I failed.....

At the Sec time, I give up.....

hmm... form 4 's life??

suffer...

erm.... so... actually NOW lerh... I m juz giving my opinion la... If a person really dont like you, the thing you can do is to CURSE her/him.....

curse her/him HAPPY FOREVER...

hahaha....

PUI MUN!!! WAKE UP LOH!!!

U STILL NID TO EXAM GAH!!!

DONT BOTHER THIS KIND OF MATTER SIN LA!!!

THE FEELING WILL DISSAPEAR WHEN YOU FOCUS IN 1 THING....

P/S: Me yesterday also got this feeling d, but when i working out my new layouts.... TOO focus jor... forget about this feeling... see now!! very nice lerh.... LOVE MY LAYOUTS!!!

MUACKSZ!

ITz FUN~

itz suffer to work out a new layout like this!!
at first I m blur n dunno what shud I do.....
Then i try to make it nicer...
and.....
Ta----DA!!!!!!!
haha.. a NeW LAYouTS!!!
KEKEK.....
itz suffer BUT fUn n i m satisfied!!

ANd THE NEW LAYOUTS means I m RECOVER!
KEKE.... FOCUS BA!! FOCUS AT THE cLUB...
HOPE REALLY CAN B A PRESIDENT (daniel dun angry... not leo club la... is ycsm club onli)

HOPE TAT ITZ A GAME!!! CAN REPLAY!

LOL!!! itz very funny...
I m juzt start to love the gal...
Cant believe ... I juz love, then she start got admirer jor....
HAHAHA...
Funny ritez?
but I cant smile....

Start from now, I will pretend like normal n keep the feeling to her into my heart.........
I wont tell HER.... Hope tat she wont realise too....

LOVE...
y would i fell in this trap easily?
bcoz havent love b4, wanna try it?

Y would I always b the loser?
bcoz me not enough handsome, my body....?

Y would I always meet this kind of problem?
bcoz I always fell in love?

Suan ba..... I will recover later gua... I think........ MAybe??

写得太远了。。扯回来！！

哎呀。。写得太远了。。
是要表达自己的爱意拉！！！
不好意思。。哈哈哈哈。。。
我不想知道你喜欢谁。。
只是想说。。
我喜欢和你在一起的感觉。。
传简讯的喜。。
有时候的怒。。
谈心时的哀。。
在一起的乐。。
都让我不知不觉地喜欢上你。。
也许你们不知道她是谁。。
或许他自己也不知道是她。。。
总之，我就是喜欢上你！！
没有东西可以动摇我对你的心。。
我的喜怒哀乐，都给你掌控着了！！
哈哈。。在还没写的时候，我担心自己。。 到底写不写得到。。。
现在，我很轻松。。
也很想用这种心情告诉你。。
我（阿范） 爱 你

MY english not gud enough, So I use chinese after I read my horoscope today

由于我的英文水平不高，我这次就用华语吧。。。。
今天，我上FRIENDSTER。。查看了我的运程。。里面说，今天最好用我的文法来表达我的爱意。。。
我一直在想。。我现在到底喜欢谁？这问题有缠绕了我半个晚上。。我不知道该说什么好。。。我觉得自己，现在，越来越花心。。。或许你们没发觉。。也或许你们都知道。。
现在的我。。 正式踏进新的一条路。。放开人生的新一页。。这一页，是空白的，毫无污染。。我将要在这一页，涂上自己喜欢的颜色。。让所有人知道，我是恢复了自我的。。。
我不想你认为自己是个代替品。。
过去的，已过去。。
现在要看的未来。。
不管以前是怎样。。
只管以后好不好。。
我不知道，现在的你，有没有心上人，就算有，我也不在乎。。
我一直都认为。。。自己喜欢着的，就是最喜欢。。怎样也想不到。。我的潜意识里，早就喜欢另外一个人。。。
而。。。这次，我不会再傻了。。。为了儿女私情，而放弃做朋友？这对大家都没有好处。。。反而，大家经过这件事后，都学会去珍惜大家。。。
可以做情侣，顾名思义是件好事。。如果对方不喜欢你，你还是得接受。。 天下不是唯我独尊的！！
或许刚开始，心里会难受。。
别担心。。
我们自己想想。。
不是还有一班默默支持我们的朋友吗？？
找他们谈一谈。。
心情好了，再去面对。。
一切将会迎刃而解。。。
相信阿范吧。。。

Should I tell you?

Should I tell you that I love you now?
Better don't....
I scare you will think that you are a replacement....

Why this kind of thing always happen to me.....
Itz not her faults, BUT its not my faults too......
Juz... feel very sad...
Nothing to write......
any1.... can help me?
I m always stucked!!
sometimes, i wish that I didnt know you b4....
i m very upset...
what should I do??
I think I nid to go to practice my dance again....

haha...

HAHA... Dont know what To SAY!!!!
keke.... no photo to upload....
Fellows FANS....
Juz endure a while....
I will upload my photo right after I take it....
HAHA!!

朋友一生一起走，那些日子不再有~

I wrote this when I m ForM 2... But THis week i read a book!!! The writer is thinking the samething with me.... haha...
在我们成长生活中会经过很多阶段，我们也会在这美妙的生活里找到自己的真爱，知己，甚至我们还会遇到一些我们一生也不会忘掉的朋友。。 朋友，这个世界真的有朋友吗？我们最亲密的人会是我们的朋友吗？你们！！对，就是你们，当你们要诉苦的时候，会找你的亲人？还是你的好友。。而这些我们所谓的好友们，对我们是真诚的吗？ “朋友是拿来出卖的。”相信这一句话，有很多人有听过。。这句话！！为什么会出现呢？难道真的有人拿那朋友来出卖。。虽然我在这世上活得不是很久，但我发现，一些人，真的是在利用与出卖自己的朋友！！ 但是，他们的朋友是真的不知道自己被利用吗？还是在演戏？为了不想失去这个朋友，而一直在演戏。。。他们真在尝试维持彼此之间的情感而一直在演戏。。他们是真的愿意一直被利用！！ 所以，我们做人不可以一直利用别人。。在利用别人的时候，应该想想别人的感受。。别人利用你，没关系。。在这个时候，我们应该想想，我们被他利用，是值得的吗？ 在这篇文章里，我希望我能改变大家“朋友是拿来出卖”的价值观。。希望，在这片大地上，不会再有人会因为被朋友出卖而伤心。反而，会因为自己有一个真正的好友，而开心。。

Collection...

LOL... My collection of Bags...

(Blueberry) my father bought it for me... haha

(DUNHILL)

Collection of Belts!

Shoes.... (from left to right) (ADIDAS, NIKE,ADIDAS , NIKE) hehe..

erm.... I know i am childish...... Collection of my TOYS?! looks at the 4th row.... I bought it from disney land...

ERM... MY parent's collection...

haha.... BACK TO NORMAL! POST!

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! BEST TEAM I EVER MEET!!!!

HAHA!!! MY hair LONG jor LU.... CAn Make Any Style I want!!! HEHEHEKEKEKE!!

lol!!! look likes is my SIS..............

Nid to bought again... haiz.....

cant she use herself... stop using mine la...

erm.... Second time~~

lOL, I m not afraid of YOU!!! KEKEKE!! HAHA!!

THis is my second time....

haha...

at the first, I feel angry n start moody...

But when i Think more carefully.... mayb itz a chance...

A chance for me to forget the people totally....

I wont let my heart soft... KEKE!!!

RECOVER SOON!!!!

erm... try to not think of her...
Trying...

I think, i will recover soon....
MAYBE???

I miss you

Today , during school......
I had about six period was sleeping....
In the whole day, I cant stop thinking about her...
Damn Suffer...

I am really really hope that.......................................................................

Itz suffer

Itz suffer to continue like tat.........
I better quit....
sry...

I m sorry...

After a night of thinking, I make a decide......

first of all, I know that you wont accept me...

But, I juz wanna tell you what m i thinking...

After this, I will try my best to draw myself from your life....

Hope you can forget a people named "Fan Sui Wan"

Itz 4.30

Itz 4.30 morning now...

I m moody...

and I still cant sleep...


Mayb today... I wont sleep...

Moody = suffer
Miss = suffer

I cant draw myself out~

A new problem had appear.... (i dun noe how to solve it)

I had stop myself from SMS you, find you... I even delete your contact and force myself not to find you... But, I cant afford it!!!
My mind thinking of you everytimes... I looks at my phone although i know tat you r not msging me...
I m still miss you~~
Something that I think I will do, I cant do it......
Because the target is you...

HEHEHE~~~
DONT TALK ABOUT HER!!
DONT TALK ABOUT LOVE!!
DONT TALK ABOUT PAST!!!

TALK ABOUT ME!!
TALK ABOUT LEO!!!
TALK ABOUT NOW!!!

HEHEHE~~

THE ORDINARY RICE IS BACK~~!!
NOW!!! U WILL C THE REAL FAN!!

Sei LOARH~~~~
now don noe y~~
MY EMOTION change very BIG n FAST!!!
A psychiology SICK!?!?!?

SOME1 HELP ME!!!

erm....
2day i m very moody...
done something very bad to my frenz...
I m very sorry for wat i done today...
Hope my frenz will forgive me...

Dont Find me!!
DOnt MSN me!!
Dont SMS me!!

Dont Find me!!
DOnt MSN me!!
Dont SMS me!!